typealice

12 Jul, 2007

How Will my Love Compare?

Posted by: typealice In: Baby| Gillian

Sometimes I get scared that I won’t think that my baby is as cute as some animals out there. Throughout my entire pregnancy, I’ve joked about wanting to give birth to kittens (and then have subsequent dreams about actually giving birth to and breastfeeding (!!) kittens), polar bears, puppies and anything else that I find adorable at the time instead of a human baby.

Just look at these brand new kittens! How can a human baby compete with them? Or the sly look on this guy’s face! It’s almost too much for me to handle.

I love cats more than I like most people. I mourned the cats I left behind in The Gambia, Mexico and the BVI for much longer than what’s probably healthy. Clive found video footage of our cats in Mexico, and I actually cried a little.

On an semi-related note, both of our betta fish have died in the past month. One was sick for a long time, and the other died of either kidney failure or a severe constipation issue. His body blew up and his scales resembled a pine cone. I asked Clive to flush him down the toilet before his actual death because his flesh was actually cracking along his belly. The good news is, is that they don’t have to make the trek across Canada with us.

2 Responses to "How Will my Love Compare?"

1 | Michelle

July 13th, 2007 at 7:06 am

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In my first pregnancy I dreamed about breastfeeding my cat, too - augh! It was creepy. Couldn’t look at the cat the same for a while. ;-) Your baby is going to be gorgeous! Also, a heads up… I sent you an email last night…. I just wanted to let you know since I’ve had problems getting mine through to you before. Let me know if you don’t have it yet pls! Thanks! :-)

2 | ExonnanogsZex

December 31st, 2008 at 3:11 am

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Bite my shiny metal ass, assholes, you were joked!

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I'm Gillian, a Nova Scotian woman with a son named Ash (born 09/07) and a wife to Clive. I am what they call an Attachment Parent; I breastfeed, wear my baby as much as possible, cosleep, cloth diaper and practice elimination communication. I have very strong parenting views. We are raising Ash as an organic vegetarian. I care about the environment and do what I can to reduce my carbon footprint and set a good example for others, especially my child.

I'm proudly drug free, but can't say that I have always been. My early 20s were comprised mostly of travelling- I've lived and worked everywhere from West Africa to the Caribbean. I currently run AP Mamas, a site dedicated to attachment parenting and G Slings, my sustainable sling company.